It's probably becouse I am realy tierd and am abaut to have my period... beouse I feel realy depressed right now...
School starts the day afther tomorrow... I am not nervus, I supose I won't be before the day. I am not happy abaut it, I have to sswitch school again. Becouse I am a looser, simple as that.
I always lose.
And I am a redicalucly nervus wreck. I probably won't get any new friends.
And becouse I am feeling like shit right now, and becouse I am a a teenagers (Yuk) I feel like saying this:
No one likes me. There is just somthing abaut me that make peapole stay away. I am trying to be friendly and all that but.....
Maby I amb to chatty, to open but nervus... I have so few reel friend, and I barly see them. No-one ever friend me online. etc.
No one admiers me, and I am pretty shure that no body have ever had a crush on me when I was growing up...
But still, someow I manage to stay happy moast of the time. I always manage to entertain myself. I do supose I am sort of a loner. I do know how to entertain myself...
But I do LOVE getting to know peapole, I realy do.
To be as honest ast honast can be... what I realy want is to be more respected. I realy lack that in life, I have not asingle person that "respects" me or look up to me. Since I am a lonly child I don't have a younger sister or brother to do that.
Some times you need some respect and admiration. But I have absolutly nothing that peapole can respect. Moast of my friends are respected and admierd becouse of their drawing skills.
But I can't draw, and I don't realy want to ether.
The only thing I actualy coud be respected of is my writing. But that's not to easy ether whit my Dyslexia... You know, in times like this I feel like a useless nobody...
But maby someday... someday...
Anyway... Here is some videoes of my favourite scientist:
He is a famus and respected scientist
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