I watched this video, and all my worries just sort of disapeared.
This explains the Big Bange theory to.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CkbbohKDoY
...............................
It sort of all came back to me.
:)
I now feel like it all makes sense... All those billion spheres are picked up by the galaxies.... then in the end, all the galaxies disolve and break apart. And this goes on for ever and ever...
So beautifull.
mandag 31. oktober 2011
søndag 23. oktober 2011
Tokki Tokki (Maby I shoud just go?)
Just before I start... I realy realy don't care at all anymore if peaole thing I am crazy XD
Everybody is crazy! :D
3 days ago I saw a purple light UFO... I did ask whit my higher self if they coud show themselvs, and they did! (Yup, this miht sounds like I am a loony)
It made a very weard shifting sound... it was unlike any sound I have ever heard before...
Today I feel realy fed up. The peaole around me trying to take control of me, I am realy tierd of it. I am tierd of myself letting peaole controll my life.
I keep doing things I don't want... And in my eyes that is whaisting your life.
I want to life so I can follow my exitement in this life.
I am to good hearted and bonded I supose. I know that if I just runn away I will make life hell for peaole around me.
but to be honast.... I am realy thinking abaut doing that now...
I seriusly need some change in my life, some BIG change! I have been living the same life for over 5 years now. I want to sart on a totaly new chapter.
Who knows.... pherhaps running away will help me... It's nearing winter in Norway now though, so the cold might be a problem. But I know I will survive... I can just sneak into a farm and sleep there at night.
And food... I'll manage to find somthing... I am not so hungry these days anyway. Mo body don't need so mutch food anymore.
And my clothes can be wahed in a river.
Realy... I know what to do.
Time is simply flying before my eyes, some things that happens year ago felt like they happend yeaturday and things that happend yesturday felt like they happand years ago.... Many peapole feel this now.
I mean... it's not like I actualy "have" a home anymore anyway, I have been moving so mutch around these last years and I just can't seam to stay in one place, or else I feel like I might go craazy...
So peaole around me... if I dissapear I have probably ran away... Or Acsended, or gone whit a UFO. Anything is possible.
Don't worry abaut death and sucide though, it's not my thing ^^
I enjoy life very mutch thanks!
October 28 is comming op... I realy hope somthing happens then, like peaole suspect.
Iee, I don't belive in doomsday, but I belive that there will be some great changes all over this planet.
We are redy for that now, we realy are... btw, you shoud realy listen to this guy. He has some brains:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCRnkamitVk&list=WL061AF4642BA983BA&index=58
And some guts!
I am not from the USA, but still...
My cuntry Norway is super ritch still... I have afeeling that we might be the last cuntry to fall, and when we do it's becouse no one can aford ony or our Oil anymore XD And then we'll have to go back to Fishing and Ski making again! XP
So this is basacly what's going on in my life latly....
It'a a very frustrating feeling to feel like you are beeing con trolled by the peaole you know... 21, that's how old I feel. I am 17, bujt I feel 21... I have felt 21 since I was a kid.
My own "Family" is not my Family, they are... Somboy I know. I never had a belongness feeling to any of them.
I am sorry ): I just can't. It's like trying to feel related to a Cow, when you are a Bird. (No ofense, I realy realy love Cows! X3)
Anyway, I will probably prepare a bagg whit all the necacerry thing I need if I suddanly finaly had enough, or just have to leave. I can't take this mutch longer.
I am never alone or abandoned, so that is no problem ether. We are NEVER alone.
Please live your lifes in Joy and Exitement! Follow these things and you will find Heavan on Earth!
(Blah, Blah, Blah, Rant rant rant XD) Wakatteru!
Everybody is crazy! :D
3 days ago I saw a purple light UFO... I did ask whit my higher self if they coud show themselvs, and they did! (Yup, this miht sounds like I am a loony)
It made a very weard shifting sound... it was unlike any sound I have ever heard before...
Today I feel realy fed up. The peaole around me trying to take control of me, I am realy tierd of it. I am tierd of myself letting peaole controll my life.
I keep doing things I don't want... And in my eyes that is whaisting your life.
I want to life so I can follow my exitement in this life.
I am to good hearted and bonded I supose. I know that if I just runn away I will make life hell for peaole around me.
but to be honast.... I am realy thinking abaut doing that now...
I seriusly need some change in my life, some BIG change! I have been living the same life for over 5 years now. I want to sart on a totaly new chapter.
Who knows.... pherhaps running away will help me... It's nearing winter in Norway now though, so the cold might be a problem. But I know I will survive... I can just sneak into a farm and sleep there at night.
And food... I'll manage to find somthing... I am not so hungry these days anyway. Mo body don't need so mutch food anymore.
And my clothes can be wahed in a river.
Realy... I know what to do.
Time is simply flying before my eyes, some things that happens year ago felt like they happend yeaturday and things that happend yesturday felt like they happand years ago.... Many peapole feel this now.
I mean... it's not like I actualy "have" a home anymore anyway, I have been moving so mutch around these last years and I just can't seam to stay in one place, or else I feel like I might go craazy...
So peaole around me... if I dissapear I have probably ran away... Or Acsended, or gone whit a UFO. Anything is possible.
Don't worry abaut death and sucide though, it's not my thing ^^
I enjoy life very mutch thanks!
October 28 is comming op... I realy hope somthing happens then, like peaole suspect.
Iee, I don't belive in doomsday, but I belive that there will be some great changes all over this planet.
We are redy for that now, we realy are... btw, you shoud realy listen to this guy. He has some brains:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCRnkamitVk&list=WL061AF4642BA983BA&index=58
And some guts!
I am not from the USA, but still...
My cuntry Norway is super ritch still... I have afeeling that we might be the last cuntry to fall, and when we do it's becouse no one can aford ony or our Oil anymore XD And then we'll have to go back to Fishing and Ski making again! XP
So this is basacly what's going on in my life latly....
It'a a very frustrating feeling to feel like you are beeing con trolled by the peaole you know... 21, that's how old I feel. I am 17, bujt I feel 21... I have felt 21 since I was a kid.
My own "Family" is not my Family, they are... Somboy I know. I never had a belongness feeling to any of them.
I am sorry ): I just can't. It's like trying to feel related to a Cow, when you are a Bird. (No ofense, I realy realy love Cows! X3)
Anyway, I will probably prepare a bagg whit all the necacerry thing I need if I suddanly finaly had enough, or just have to leave. I can't take this mutch longer.
I am never alone or abandoned, so that is no problem ether. We are NEVER alone.
Please live your lifes in Joy and Exitement! Follow these things and you will find Heavan on Earth!
(Blah, Blah, Blah, Rant rant rant XD) Wakatteru!
onsdag 19. oktober 2011
Joy
Joy, hapiness.
Those are the feeling I want to embrace, and those are the feelings I "Am" embracing.
In the end only yourself can make you realy happy.
I where just listening to my favourite Soundtrack of ALL time. the "Leeloo" Soundtrack from one of my favourite Movies "The Fifht Element"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYKmY57G1nQ&feature=related
It's just so incredible beautifull, espechealy from 1:32 ~~
Many think thos movie is low budget and trashy... but I like it for what it is. It's cute, Funny, Creative, Sci-Fi, and Action.
And the music is realy good^^
Leeloo is one of the deepest insperations for my own stories, she is just so damn Awesome! <3
"Multi Pass!" X3
You know what, afther I have started to Awakend, suddanly EVERYTHING makes sense.... I woud encurage other to do the same... It's sutch a wonderfull feeling to be "Aware" of the dream that this 3D world is.
And why the changes in the world is appening.
You feel mutch more happy, and all those silly little things that used to botther you are just funny XD
Now, if I where able to go to Japan and find my love soon, I woud be so unbelivable happy.
I had a dream abaut Acsenchion one time, it was dark. "the end was near" I heard in that dream. The monsters where comming.
I ran, and I bumped into this Japanese guy, he where speaking English and asked if I was redy. He took my hand, thena a Spacehip lifted us up from the ground.
All dreams has meanings, our world n a sense is all going on Inside of ourselvs. Becouse we all see the world from whithin ourself.
There is so mutch that can happen to all of us durning acsencion. Some will go to higher dimensions of Earth, some will go to the 4th, the dream world.
Some will go to or stay in th 3d.
Some will go whit the sapce ship.
In my dream I was lifted into the space ship... I don't know where I am supose to go. Will I join the new world? I want to see the peaole of the Earth grow up to be brilliant. To see awesome new tecnology....
But my highest exitment is to Write my book and to have a happy faimly, a wonderfull husband and hildren. And I want the world around me to be more peacfull, more futuristic, more high tecnology.
As long as I end up there I want I will be happy. Living your dream is the purpose of life. Follow your dream.
I want to leav this planet in the future though. But my time is not yet. Who knows, may in the future I will live whit my own family in Japan, being a famus Author.
That's all I want.
And of course, I want "First Contact" to happen. That woud make me unbelivable happy. UFO sighting every day, they are whaiting for us to be redy.
I am redy.... and I feel that the rest of the world are soon to.
Pherhaps on 11.11.11............. We'll see. It wil happen some day.
I have seen them myself, thy where there for me during my operation.
Now my dream abaut the telling me that they woud always be there for me if I needed them, it finaly makes sense to me.
I saw 3 UFO's when I drove whit my uncle to the doctor. It's funny it woud happen that day, becouse I don't ualy see UFO's.
They where there whit me, all the time. Keeping me calm. I wished I coud remember talking to them, but som things are best forgotten. I know I woud want to go back so badly if I rememberd.
My time is not yet^^
You humans think the Universe is so bigg. But the universe you see is so small. It's so mutch bigger than moast of you can imagen in the 3d world.
We cannot exist whitout the Universe, and the Universe cannot exist whitout Uss.
(Might sound like a lot of bullshit for peaole reading this, but I respect beleaf. So please respect back. I think nothing of Christians, Muslims and Mothism, but I don't say anything against it)
Those are the feeling I want to embrace, and those are the feelings I "Am" embracing.
In the end only yourself can make you realy happy.
I where just listening to my favourite Soundtrack of ALL time. the "Leeloo" Soundtrack from one of my favourite Movies "The Fifht Element"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYKmY57G1nQ&feature=related
It's just so incredible beautifull, espechealy from 1:32 ~~
Many think thos movie is low budget and trashy... but I like it for what it is. It's cute, Funny, Creative, Sci-Fi, and Action.
And the music is realy good^^
Leeloo is one of the deepest insperations for my own stories, she is just so damn Awesome! <3
"Multi Pass!" X3
You know what, afther I have started to Awakend, suddanly EVERYTHING makes sense.... I woud encurage other to do the same... It's sutch a wonderfull feeling to be "Aware" of the dream that this 3D world is.
And why the changes in the world is appening.
You feel mutch more happy, and all those silly little things that used to botther you are just funny XD
Now, if I where able to go to Japan and find my love soon, I woud be so unbelivable happy.
I had a dream abaut Acsenchion one time, it was dark. "the end was near" I heard in that dream. The monsters where comming.
I ran, and I bumped into this Japanese guy, he where speaking English and asked if I was redy. He took my hand, thena a Spacehip lifted us up from the ground.
All dreams has meanings, our world n a sense is all going on Inside of ourselvs. Becouse we all see the world from whithin ourself.
There is so mutch that can happen to all of us durning acsencion. Some will go to higher dimensions of Earth, some will go to the 4th, the dream world.
Some will go to or stay in th 3d.
Some will go whit the sapce ship.
In my dream I was lifted into the space ship... I don't know where I am supose to go. Will I join the new world? I want to see the peaole of the Earth grow up to be brilliant. To see awesome new tecnology....
But my highest exitment is to Write my book and to have a happy faimly, a wonderfull husband and hildren. And I want the world around me to be more peacfull, more futuristic, more high tecnology.
As long as I end up there I want I will be happy. Living your dream is the purpose of life. Follow your dream.
I want to leav this planet in the future though. But my time is not yet. Who knows, may in the future I will live whit my own family in Japan, being a famus Author.
That's all I want.
And of course, I want "First Contact" to happen. That woud make me unbelivable happy. UFO sighting every day, they are whaiting for us to be redy.
I am redy.... and I feel that the rest of the world are soon to.
Pherhaps on 11.11.11............. We'll see. It wil happen some day.
I have seen them myself, thy where there for me during my operation.
Now my dream abaut the telling me that they woud always be there for me if I needed them, it finaly makes sense to me.
I saw 3 UFO's when I drove whit my uncle to the doctor. It's funny it woud happen that day, becouse I don't ualy see UFO's.
They where there whit me, all the time. Keeping me calm. I wished I coud remember talking to them, but som things are best forgotten. I know I woud want to go back so badly if I rememberd.
My time is not yet^^
You humans think the Universe is so bigg. But the universe you see is so small. It's so mutch bigger than moast of you can imagen in the 3d world.
We cannot exist whitout the Universe, and the Universe cannot exist whitout Uss.
(Might sound like a lot of bullshit for peaole reading this, but I respect beleaf. So please respect back. I think nothing of Christians, Muslims and Mothism, but I don't say anything against it)
fredag 14. oktober 2011
Dreaming of Japan.
I might be a huge dreamer. Wanting to fly in space and all that, but I do have down to Earth dreams to!
But some says that they are kinda unrealistic to.
Hey, peapole have their diffrent vews of reality! I will if I want! I can do whatever I want if I want it enough! :)
One of these dreams is Japan, I realy, realy, realy wanna go there! And SOOOON!
I have this burning, like I have somthing to discover.
It's my highest exitement right now!
I love Japan very mutch, somthing abaut it is calling out to me!
In my future I want to be making Cute Bento boxes for my half Japanese children. I want to go the the Japanese conviniance storse and explore all the weard food, I want to marry a nice Japanese man.
I want to celebrate Japanese christmast, and put presents by my Children's beds. To bake cakes to my Japanese husband...
Just thinking abaut Japan makes me happy... I kinda get a longing for a strange home... or pherhaps a potensioaly "new" home.
The peaole there are what I am looking for. Kind and very polite.
I have been looking at all these awesome videoes today, and my entire beeing is screaming "I wanna go there NAOW!!"
I where likely to go to Japan whit my Japanese class in winter vacation in February.... but then my Japanese teacher said that it where mutch more likely to happen in winter vacation 2013.... YADAAAA!!! D:<
I want it to be THIS winter! I don't want to whait another Year!
I realy need it to be this year, my Aunt and Uncle say they will be paying for it! If it happens in 2013 I will have to pay everything myself... and I will have to whait, witch I don't want to! T3T
I realy realy want this......
I mean... Just look at this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atrUv7qb4P8
You know... when you realy FEEL somthing in your heart calling for you.... That's the thing I am getting. Like my SOUL is telling me I HAVE to go there!
I am on the edge of crying now.... I hope I will wake up and soon be able to go to Japan.... who knows, I might even find my love there. :)
But some says that they are kinda unrealistic to.
Hey, peapole have their diffrent vews of reality! I will if I want! I can do whatever I want if I want it enough! :)
One of these dreams is Japan, I realy, realy, realy wanna go there! And SOOOON!
I have this burning, like I have somthing to discover.
It's my highest exitement right now!
I love Japan very mutch, somthing abaut it is calling out to me!
In my future I want to be making Cute Bento boxes for my half Japanese children. I want to go the the Japanese conviniance storse and explore all the weard food, I want to marry a nice Japanese man.
I want to celebrate Japanese christmast, and put presents by my Children's beds. To bake cakes to my Japanese husband...
Just thinking abaut Japan makes me happy... I kinda get a longing for a strange home... or pherhaps a potensioaly "new" home.
The peaole there are what I am looking for. Kind and very polite.
I have been looking at all these awesome videoes today, and my entire beeing is screaming "I wanna go there NAOW!!"
I where likely to go to Japan whit my Japanese class in winter vacation in February.... but then my Japanese teacher said that it where mutch more likely to happen in winter vacation 2013.... YADAAAA!!! D:<
I want it to be THIS winter! I don't want to whait another Year!
I realy need it to be this year, my Aunt and Uncle say they will be paying for it! If it happens in 2013 I will have to pay everything myself... and I will have to whait, witch I don't want to! T3T
I realy realy want this......
I mean... Just look at this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atrUv7qb4P8
You know... when you realy FEEL somthing in your heart calling for you.... That's the thing I am getting. Like my SOUL is telling me I HAVE to go there!
I am on the edge of crying now.... I hope I will wake up and soon be able to go to Japan.... who knows, I might even find my love there. :)
mandag 10. oktober 2011
Konbanwa!
Umm... Hi :3
Been a long time since I wrote. I have been so laaaazy whit everything latly... ah well, not realy. Live's been busy.
My mom got sick, and I had to move to my aunt and uncle. It's lively here.
I have been pretty stressed latly, I keep forgetting everything and I ceep stalling thing.
But all in all I am pretty happy latly, I have manage to find some inner peace for a while.
So while I am living my life the world is chaging around me, the time is coming closer and closer. And I am happy lying in my bed, writing in my blog while my rabitt jumps around me^^
Usagi-chan is so adorable!
I had a very very very verfy very boring Atum vacation,... so it was nice today to finaly start school again. Japanese was fun as always... but it is getting very hard and I am totaly loosing my gripp! D:
But hey, I am space girl, where is the spacey stuff!? Right here:
I mist say, I can't stop watching this, very beautifull: "Is the Univere Infinite" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dG1JpC5jels
More Spiritual: "I Am" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5fkDz_sN4E In those times I have been feeling realy realy lost, depressed, I do this. Becouse you know, this is a thing every single human does every day. Even I, you forgett that you actualy exist, and how mutch you EXIST!!
Live long and Prosper~
Spo- ehhh Kiara~ <3
Been a long time since I wrote. I have been so laaaazy whit everything latly... ah well, not realy. Live's been busy.
My mom got sick, and I had to move to my aunt and uncle. It's lively here.
I have been pretty stressed latly, I keep forgetting everything and I ceep stalling thing.
But all in all I am pretty happy latly, I have manage to find some inner peace for a while.
So while I am living my life the world is chaging around me, the time is coming closer and closer. And I am happy lying in my bed, writing in my blog while my rabitt jumps around me^^
Usagi-chan is so adorable!
But hey, I am space girl, where is the spacey stuff!? Right here:
I mist say, I can't stop watching this, very beautifull: "Is the Univere Infinite" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dG1JpC5jels
More Spiritual: "I Am" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T5fkDz_sN4E In those times I have been feeling realy realy lost, depressed, I do this. Becouse you know, this is a thing every single human does every day. Even I, you forgett that you actualy exist, and how mutch you EXIST!!
Live long and Prosper~
Spo- ehhh Kiara~ <3
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