Dreaming of Japan.

I might be a huge dreamer. Wanting to fly in space and all that, but I do have down to Earth dreams to!
But some says that they are kinda unrealistic to.
Hey, peapole have their diffrent vews of reality! I will if I want! I can do whatever I want if I want it enough! :)

One of these dreams is Japan, I realy, realy, realy wanna go there! And SOOOON! 
I have this burning, like I have somthing to discover.
It's my highest exitement right now!

I love Japan very mutch, somthing abaut it is calling out to me!

In my future I want to be making Cute Bento boxes for my half Japanese children. I want to go the the Japanese conviniance storse and explore all the weard food, I want to marry a nice Japanese man.
I want to celebrate Japanese christmast, and put presents by my Children's beds. To bake cakes to my Japanese husband...

Just thinking abaut Japan makes me happy... I kinda get a longing for a strange home... or pherhaps a potensioaly "new" home.
The peaole there are what I am looking for. Kind and very polite.

I have been looking at all these awesome videoes today, and my entire beeing is screaming "I wanna go there NAOW!!"

I where likely to go to Japan whit my Japanese class in winter vacation in February.... but then my Japanese teacher said that it where mutch more likely to happen in winter vacation 2013.... YADAAAA!!! D:<
I want it to be THIS winter! I don't want to whait another Year!

I realy need it to be this year, my Aunt and Uncle say they will be paying for it! If it happens in  2013 I will have to pay everything myself... and I will have to whait, witch I don't want to! T3T

I realy realy want this......

I mean... Just look at this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=atrUv7qb4P8

You know... when you realy FEEL somthing in your heart calling for you.... That's the thing I am getting. Like my SOUL is telling me I HAVE to go there!
I am on the edge of crying now.... I hope I will wake up and soon be able to go to Japan.... who knows, I might even find my love there. :)