Joy

Joy, hapiness.

Those are the feeling I want to embrace, and those are the feelings I "Am" embracing.

In the end only yourself can make you realy happy.

I where just listening to my favourite Soundtrack of ALL time. the "Leeloo" Soundtrack from one of my favourite Movies "The Fifht Element"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYKmY57G1nQ&feature=related

It's just so incredible beautifull, espechealy from 1:32 ~~

Many think thos movie is low budget and trashy... but I like it for what it is. It's cute, Funny, Creative, Sci-Fi, and Action.
And the music is realy good^^

Leeloo is one of the deepest insperations for my own stories, she is just so damn Awesome! <3

"Multi Pass!" X3


You know what, afther I have started to Awakend, suddanly EVERYTHING makes sense.... I woud encurage other to do the same... It's sutch a wonderfull feeling to be "Aware" of the dream that this 3D world is.

And why the changes in the world is appening.

You feel mutch more happy, and all those silly little things that used to botther you are just funny XD

Now, if I where able to go to Japan and find my love soon, I woud be so unbelivable happy.

I had a dream abaut Acsenchion one time, it was dark. "the end was near" I heard in that dream. The monsters where comming.
I ran, and I bumped into this Japanese guy, he where speaking English and asked if I was redy. He took my hand, thena a Spacehip lifted us up from the ground.

All dreams has meanings, our world n a sense is all going on Inside of ourselvs. Becouse we all see the world from whithin ourself.


There is so mutch that can happen to all of us durning acsencion. Some will go to higher dimensions of Earth, some will go to the 4th, the dream world.
Some will go to or stay in th 3d.

Some will go whit the sapce ship.

In my dream I was lifted into the space ship... I don't know where I am supose to go. Will I join the new world? I want to see the peaole of the Earth grow up to be brilliant. To see awesome new tecnology....

But my highest exitment is to Write my book and to have a happy faimly, a wonderfull husband and hildren. And I want the world around me to be more peacfull, more futuristic, more high tecnology.

As long as I end up there I want I will be happy. Living your dream is the purpose of life. Follow your dream.

I want to leav this planet in the future though. But my time is not yet. Who knows, may in the future I will live whit my own family in Japan, being a famus Author.

That's all I want.

And of course, I want "First Contact" to happen. That woud make me unbelivable happy. UFO sighting every day, they are whaiting for us to be redy.
I am redy.... and I feel that the rest of the world are soon to.

Pherhaps on 11.11.11............. We'll see. It wil happen some day.

I have seen them myself, thy where there for me during my operation.
Now my dream abaut the telling me that they woud always be there for me if I needed them, it finaly makes sense to me.
I saw 3 UFO's when I drove whit my uncle to the doctor. It's funny it woud happen that day, becouse I don't ualy see UFO's.
They where there whit me, all the time. Keeping me calm. I wished I coud remember talking to them, but som things are best forgotten. I know I woud want to go back so badly if I rememberd.

My time is not yet^^

You humans think the Universe is so bigg. But the universe you see is so small. It's so mutch bigger than moast of you can imagen in the 3d world.

We cannot exist whitout the Universe, and the Universe cannot exist whitout Uss.

(Might sound like a lot of bullshit for peaole reading this, but I respect beleaf. So please respect back. I think nothing of Christians, Muslims and Mothism, but I don't say anything against it)