Tokki Tokki (Maby I shoud just go?)

Just before I start... I realy realy don't care at all anymore if peaole thing I am crazy XD

Everybody is crazy! :D


3 days ago I saw a purple light UFO... I did ask whit my higher self if they coud show themselvs, and they did! (Yup, this miht sounds like I am a loony)

It made a very weard shifting sound... it was unlike any sound I have ever heard before...

Today I feel realy fed up. The peaole around me trying to take control of me, I am realy tierd of it. I am tierd of myself letting peaole controll my life.
I keep doing things I don't want... And in my eyes that is whaisting your life.

I want to life so I can follow my exitement in this life.

I am to good hearted and bonded I supose. I know that if I just runn away I will make life hell for peaole around me.
but to be honast.... I am realy thinking abaut doing that now...

I seriusly need some change in my life, some BIG change! I have been living the same life for over 5 years now. I want to sart on a totaly new chapter.
Who knows.... pherhaps running away will help me... It's nearing winter in Norway now though, so the cold might be a problem. But I know I will survive... I can just sneak into a farm and sleep there at night.

And food... I'll manage to find somthing... I am not so hungry these days anyway. Mo body don't need so mutch food anymore.
And my clothes can be wahed in a river.

Realy... I know what to do.


Time is simply flying before my eyes, some things that happens year ago felt like they happend yeaturday and things that happend yesturday felt like they happand years ago.... Many peapole feel this now.

I mean... it's not like I actualy "have" a home anymore anyway, I have been moving so mutch around these last years and I just can't seam to stay in one place, or else I feel like I might go craazy...

So peaole around me... if I dissapear I have probably ran away... Or Acsended, or gone whit a UFO. Anything is possible.
Don't worry abaut death and sucide though, it's not my thing ^^

I enjoy life very mutch thanks!

October 28 is comming op... I realy hope somthing happens then, like peaole suspect.

Iee, I don't belive in doomsday, but I belive that there will be some great changes all over this planet.
We are redy for that now, we realy are... btw, you shoud realy listen to this guy. He has some brains:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cCRnkamitVk&list=WL061AF4642BA983BA&index=58

And some guts!

I am not from the USA, but still...

My cuntry Norway is super ritch still... I have  afeeling that we might be the last cuntry to fall, and when we do it's becouse no one can aford ony or our Oil anymore XD And then we'll have to go back to Fishing and Ski making again!  XP

So this is basacly what's going on in my life latly....

It'a a very frustrating feeling to feel like you are beeing con trolled by the peaole you know... 21, that's how old I feel. I am 17, bujt I feel 21... I have felt 21 since I was a kid.
My own "Family" is not my Family, they are... Somboy I know. I never had a belongness feeling to any of them.
I am sorry ): I just can't. It's like trying to feel related to a Cow, when you are a Bird. (No ofense, I realy realy love Cows! X3)

Anyway, I will probably prepare a bagg whit all the necacerry thing I need if I suddanly finaly had enough, or just have to leave. I can't take this mutch longer.
I am never alone or abandoned, so that is no problem ether. We are NEVER alone.

Please live your lifes in Joy and Exitement! Follow these things and you will find Heavan on Earth!

(Blah, Blah, Blah, Rant rant rant XD) Wakatteru!